https://readsbysuki.com The collected writings of Suki — poetry, stories, and reflections. en https://readsbysuki.com/read/heavens-please https://readsbysuki.com/read/heavens-please Sun, 30 Nov 2025 08:00:00 GMT I know madness because I know what it is to be loved by you, https://readsbysuki.com/read/when-god-wants-to-punish-you https://readsbysuki.com/read/when-god-wants-to-punish-you Wed, 12 Nov 2025 08:00:00 GMT Today someone said to me, https://readsbysuki.com/read/dear-woman https://readsbysuki.com/read/dear-woman Wed, 13 Nov 2024 08:00:00 GMT My voice will never be loud enough. https://readsbysuki.com/read/please-just-love-me https://readsbysuki.com/read/please-just-love-me Tue, 12 Nov 2024 08:00:00 GMT Please just love me. https://readsbysuki.com/read/describinh-colour-to-blind-person https://readsbysuki.com/read/describinh-colour-to-blind-person Tue, 03 Sep 2024 08:00:00 GMT If I were to describe color to a blind person, I would tell them that, https://readsbysuki.com/read/the-story-that-never-was https://readsbysuki.com/read/the-story-that-never-was Fri, 03 May 2024 08:00:00 GMT Listen to; https://readsbysuki.com/read/eli https://readsbysuki.com/read/eli Tue, 06 Feb 2024 08:00:00 GMT x https://readsbysuki.com/read/what-in-heaven https://readsbysuki.com/read/what-in-heaven Wed, 25 Oct 2023 08:00:00 GMT I hate to burst your bubble, but heaven is just a small town with familiar faces, arrays, old people, young people, farmer's markets, a sky, cafes, the weather. https://readsbysuki.com/read/mortui-vivos-docent-dead-teach-living https://readsbysuki.com/read/mortui-vivos-docent-dead-teach-living Mon, 29 May 2023 08:00:00 GMT I died when I was 17. I did not have anything as fanciful as a eulogy, or even the least, a funeral. When you die a death like mine, you barely get a final rest https://readsbysuki.com/read/until-i-found-her https://readsbysuki.com/read/until-i-found-her Wed, 08 Feb 2023 08:00:00 GMT I sat there my face feeling dirty. I had splutters of blood all over me and some of those were on my lashes. My vision was blurry. Everything had happened so fa https://readsbysuki.com/read/night-blooming-jasmines https://readsbysuki.com/read/night-blooming-jasmines Mon, 12 Dec 2022 08:00:00 GMT "I got you night blooming jasmines" https://readsbysuki.com/read/this-war https://readsbysuki.com/read/this-war Mon, 07 Nov 2022 08:00:00 GMT This 'abyss' in my head. A sort of dark matter that's lingers at a very specific corner of my head. Anyway. It's Sunday morning. The sun is up and a little brig https://readsbysuki.com/read/lucas https://readsbysuki.com/read/lucas Wed, 05 Oct 2022 08:00:00 GMT (I was shaking writing this. Like it's a true story. There are definitely parts that are based on true events. I wrote this listening to very sentimental music. https://readsbysuki.com/read/love https://readsbysuki.com/read/love Tue, 27 Sep 2022 08:00:00 GMT I've always meant to express love in very many but very few words because this is definitely not a story. Interact with me on the comments about your ideas. https://readsbysuki.com/read/the-country https://readsbysuki.com/read/the-country Wed, 10 Aug 2022 08:00:00 GMT (Play your favorite country song. Mine is God must be a cowboy by Dan Seals and God's Coloring Book by Dolly Parton!!🧡 This article exposes my silly little hea https://readsbysuki.com/read/excerpt-from-unrequited-love https://readsbysuki.com/read/excerpt-from-unrequited-love Tue, 09 Aug 2022 08:00:00 GMT I wrote this listening to 'I'm still into you'. I love love the songggg. https://readsbysuki.com/read/do-we-really-deserve-them https://readsbysuki.com/read/do-we-really-deserve-them Tue, 07 Jun 2022 08:00:00 GMT Sometimes I can feel myself press so hard on you, I can feel myself soften, smile and giggle. Other times too fast, too slow, too lazily, too ambitiously. How d https://readsbysuki.com/read/chapter-18-56 https://readsbysuki.com/read/chapter-18-56 Fri, 06 May 2022 08:00:00 GMT (Extracts from my dreams about Atticus that I will never publish)... https://readsbysuki.com/read/im-not-getting-flowers https://readsbysuki.com/read/im-not-getting-flowers Mon, 14 Feb 2022 08:00:00 GMT To love and to be loved are two totally extreme things. One is on one end and the other some other far end. Do you understand? Mnaget? Of course not! So let me https://readsbysuki.com/read/stay-single-mashallah https://readsbysuki.com/read/stay-single-mashallah Wed, 17 Nov 2021 08:00:00 GMT We all have that friend who for some reason is always linking you up with wierd jobs. I'm not complaining. No name, no case, but this friend of mine will even t https://readsbysuki.com/read/perversions-of-quiet-girl https://readsbysuki.com/read/perversions-of-quiet-girl Wed, 08 Sep 2021 08:00:00 GMT Excerpts from my diary that I shouldn't share... https://readsbysuki.com/read/endings-are-beautiful-everything-is https://readsbysuki.com/read/endings-are-beautiful-everything-is Mon, 06 Sep 2021 08:00:00 GMT The universe fascinates me, and I say this with so much honesty. Like look at everything around me, around you, around us! Look at people and I mean old, young, https://readsbysuki.com/read/self-growth-with-suki https://readsbysuki.com/read/self-growth-with-suki Wed, 25 Aug 2021 08:00:00 GMT At the end of the day the sun kisses my face and then goes down on | | > me;)🌤️💛/Endings are beautiful! https://readsbysuki.com/read/stop-hurting-your-baby-girls-they-are https://readsbysuki.com/read/stop-hurting-your-baby-girls-they-are Thu, 19 Aug 2021 08:00:00 GMT I should have told my friends this story but it was the last day of school and it was pretty embarrassing. Soooo the weekend towards the last week of our physic https://readsbysuki.com/read/jack https://readsbysuki.com/read/jack Thu, 15 Jul 2021 08:00:00 GMT I sent this to my reading app muse whom I haven't met yet and she replied with, "I'm jealous of how you get to visit spaces and places with just your mind" https://readsbysuki.com/read/dear-future-baby https://readsbysuki.com/read/dear-future-baby Tue, 22 Jun 2021 08:00:00 GMT I have a name for you already,Nova. It means new and intuitive beginnings. Like a new star, Supernova! I have a face for you too. Of how you will have my nose a https://readsbysuki.com/read/my-ex-boyfriend-replied-to-my-blog-heartbreak-anniversary https://readsbysuki.com/read/my-ex-boyfriend-replied-to-my-blog-heartbreak-anniversary Sat, 05 Jun 2021 08:00:00 GMT I was just in the house, minding my own business, scrolling through my phone and this email notification pops on my screen...long story short. Danelle replied t https://readsbysuki.com/read/heartbreak-anniversary https://readsbysuki.com/read/heartbreak-anniversary Sun, 30 May 2021 08:00:00 GMT Read alongside any of these songs;🤌❤️🦋 https://readsbysuki.com/read/black-girl-magic-i-love-me-true https://readsbysuki.com/read/black-girl-magic-i-love-me-true Sat, 22 May 2021 08:00:00 GMT Black as tan and yes I stan! https://readsbysuki.com/read/being-alone https://readsbysuki.com/read/being-alone Tue, 20 Apr 2021 08:00:00 GMT It scares me, being alone. Rather being lonely. I like to be surrounded by some sort of energy from other people and it's the needing that hurts. I like to prom https://readsbysuki.com/read/if-i-was-to-build-boy https://readsbysuki.com/read/if-i-was-to-build-boy Sat, 10 Apr 2021 08:00:00 GMT If I was to mold a boy, from soil, water then mud and boom! A boy, I would build you baby. I would build you with your errant curls and little acnes on your che https://readsbysuki.com/read/i-cried-on-plane https://readsbysuki.com/read/i-cried-on-plane Thu, 11 Mar 2021 08:00:00 GMT >>no intro😂 https://readsbysuki.com/read/nairobiiiiiiii https://readsbysuki.com/read/nairobiiiiiiii Tue, 23 Feb 2021 08:00:00 GMT Before I can explain why  I wasn't updating y'all, please ask Alexa to play Nairobi by Bensoul, because shit is about to go down. https://readsbysuki.com/read/are-you-rapist https://readsbysuki.com/read/are-you-rapist Wed, 20 Jan 2021 08:00:00 GMT Tell me? Is it my skin? Do you have something for skin? Does it turn you on, that you can't control yourself and you want to be protected by me dressing well, o https://readsbysuki.com/read/belladonna-moreno https://readsbysuki.com/read/belladonna-moreno Fri, 08 Jan 2021 08:00:00 GMT Royal Academy Summer Exhibition, by far the most awaited art exhibition across the world. London had never been this beautiful. London had never felt so much li https://readsbysuki.com/read/beauty-of-beasts https://readsbysuki.com/read/beauty-of-beasts Mon, 04 Jan 2021 08:00:00 GMT Bitter blood in my veins, https://readsbysuki.com/read/sarakasi-za-suki-sukari https://readsbysuki.com/read/sarakasi-za-suki-sukari Thu, 17 Dec 2020 08:00:00 GMT Part 2. https://readsbysuki.com/read/sarakasi-za-sukari https://readsbysuki.com/read/sarakasi-za-sukari Mon, 14 Dec 2020 08:00:00 GMT My name is Suki Sukari. All fiction!! https://readsbysuki.com/read/strange-addiction https://readsbysuki.com/read/strange-addiction Sat, 12 Dec 2020 08:00:00 GMT "Are you even over him?" My sister asks! https://readsbysuki.com/read/come-outside https://readsbysuki.com/read/come-outside Fri, 11 Dec 2020 08:00:00 GMT One day you wake up and you don't wanna leave bed, you can't lift your hands up to clean up yourself, or even open your mouth to have anything, not even your be https://readsbysuki.com/read/my-little-boy-story https://readsbysuki.com/read/my-little-boy-story Fri, 11 Dec 2020 08:00:00 GMT Like Gillian Flynn thought, that maybe we are all play-acting, there can be no such thing as soulmates, because we don't have genuine souls. I will tell you a s